I miss it all so bad
So bad I want to scream
I cant speak I'm so mad
If felt like a dream
or better yet a nightmare
so terrible I cant forget
So terrible and so unfair
Now when I think back
How could I have slipped through the cracks
How could I let it happen
Why didnt I stop it
I should have seen it coming
it was to good to be true
its all my fault
I couldn't stop it...why didnt I see
I'm to stupid to have let it happen...again.
