Right Now

There is no quality left
What did I do to deserve this theft
I cared about you so much
In a way this is such
a diffence than anyone before
From my eyes tears would pour
When I thought about you
And I thought about those who
didn't treat you right
for a while I lost sight
of what was going on
everything is such a con
I should have seen it
Now its time to die
Now i don't have to lie
and pretend to be alright
Why did life have to bite?
I ask myself how
I have to do this now
before the courage leaves
like me you didn't want to believe
what we were seeing
my heart was bleeding
and you didn't care.