Why did i say goodbye?

Why did i have to say them words,
I'm sorry for everything I've done,
i still love you with all my heart,
but i know you won't take me from the start,
i wish i was in your arms,
safe and not scared from any harm,
i wish you were still mine,
i hate the fact i had to say goodbye,
i still think of you at night,
how a tear drop comes down for every fight,
thinking to myself "what your doin"
wondering if your thinking of me,
askin yourself "why it had to be"
thinking about you every second that your away,
i made a promise to you that i would stay,
told you that i loved you day by day,
i remember i told you we were meant to be,
but i know now you hate me,
and I'm sorry for breakin your heart i just wrote this to say I'm sorry and i still you.