I have no more chances left
and no I'm just left here to die
I never truly showed how i felt on the inside
all i did was tell lies
i was stupid to think the things i did
I'm a child in a corner
just a kid
i wear my heart on my sleeve
waiting for someone to take it
and when they do I'm black and blue from being hit
and as I lay here
sinking ever deeper into the presence of the dark
the blade in it's place next to me
blood pouring from the mark
i didn't mean to do this
i don't want to again
for it's like a black veil
that ever present sin
all i wanted was your love but i guess i won't get it
i look over all the painful reminders
all the scars as i sit
are these all my bad times?
my bad days?
i look outside at the gray clouds
all this sadness built up inside it pays
for sometimes i take it's cold fingers
and mislead it to other lands
i still sit here and dream
as you take my hands---
