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--you look straight into my soul
have you loved me all along?
that all my shattered hopes and wills, they weren't just songs?
as i lean in tot kiss you, you disappear
you were never really there
i scream wanting you so bad
hating you and loving you
as i tear out my hair
i shall survive one more day for me to live
one more day you shall wait
unknowingly about the condition i am in
my eyes are blank my lips never moving
i feel so empty never filled
my sanity never improving
why is it every time i try to love
I'm rejected? thrown back down to the floor
where i writhe in pain and grief
i am the waves and you are the shore
i hope for the biggest of all moons
to bring me to you
now I'm living out the blandest of all afternoons
just living because you are living
just breathing because you are breathing
just loving because you are
even though it will never be me
and you will never hear my silent plea
to drop her and realize you truly only love me