Dont ask why?

Lost in a life where i don't know where to go.
i try to find help but i all i find is horror.
I'm sinking in blood,
blood from the wrist,the one i always cut.
i cry for help but no one is there
i try to find light,but theres no sun,
i lost everything dint know how,
maybe they got tiered of my complains,or maybe Cause i was always sad,
so alone i walk in this sorrow i have,
this pain i Carey its just to heavy,
to many guilts to many regrets,
to many pain that i just cant take.
so if all of u wonder why i want to leave this world now u know why.
so when i die u wont ask why?