That one day i fell apart, didn't know what to do
Deep inside my heart was a special place for you
Then with the truth you took most of my heart
Except the location of you which wouldn't part
On the outside being tough with a smile on my face
But for some reason the smile doesn't match the tears
The inside of me has been torn into pieces
Like the pictures and memories from the last couple years
Trying hard to hold on to the last that i have
But the grip on my fingers is sliding through
As i draw away from love to this big black hole
And watch as the others just push you through
Down here so silent without your voice
And the tears so sudden without a choice
And the dreams so real, so now what should i do?
Except wake up to see they all are true
Not a sound, not a whisper back as i call out your name
The feeling of betrayal, too hard to explain
All emotions of regret keep passing through
As i wake up with the little bit of my heart , that keeps looking for you
