Do you feel like you win when i question myself
does it hurt when i look at other guys
i want to be happy with you in my life
but how do i do that when you're in the limelight
you wanted it all and took it from me
so does that mean you've won an award
because you break my heart every time you use me
i don't know who I'm looking toward
i try to cry but this pain won't come
so does that mean i like this abuse
it cradles me to sleep at night
to know that I'm cutting because of you
I'm sorry to say that i gave up so quickly
because i know I'm stronger than that
but you must understand you cast a spell
leaving me vulnerable and it's you I'm pissed at
so leave me alone and let me live
keep your witchcraft and spells to yourself
because i must say that I'm done with all that
hopefully to be caught by someone pure... someone else
