The one you love.

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There she is, standing over there.
I wonder to myself why is it that I care.

I try to sneak a glance at her face behind her friends.
Without any luck I feel like this feeling we be at an end.

In my mind I would like to forget
I hope to myself that this won’t be something that I will regret.

I live my life as if I never had emotions
So I would never have to cause so much commotion

Yet I can’t bring myself to let go of this force
I don’t know where this path is leading but I am on course.

I spend days preparing for what I know will give me pain.
How could I have predicted that I would go insane?

Even with the obvious outcome I proceed with my decision.
I lay down my thoughts with my teary voice and blurred vision.

I turn my head and listen to her words or sorrow.
I have played this in my mind so many times before, oh how I wished it was tomorrow

The love for him is defined in her actions.
Though he gave her no reason to continue her reaction.

Now I am depressed and long for more time.
But this has been true for this life of mine.