Why?

Being without you,
Really bites
It seems to me
I can’t do anything right.

You were always there
Through thick and thin
Always you were there
Just being a friend!

I always told you secrets
There isn\'t anything we kept from each other
I loved you more then anything
You were like an older brother.

But then one day,
You told me how you felt about me,
I couldn\'t help but to think,
No way, how can this be?

But I was so confused on which guy I liked,
You, Spencer, Chris or Ryan,
So, I said “No” to you,
But after I did, it wasn’t long until I started crying.

I have always liked you,
But I wouldn’t ever let it show,
I keep asking myself why didn’t I say what I needed to
When I really wanted you to know?

I want to tell you
How I feel so bad,
But I’m afraid you will be,
Mad, confused, upset, or even sad!

I lie awake every night
Regretting my answer and wishing you were mine,
But when you ask what’s wrong,
I lie and say, “I’m fine.”

I’ve searched for 15 1/2 years for a guy
Who would REALLY care,
A guy that has respect for me,
And would always be there.

you asked me out again,
in class the other day,
that’s when I realized,
You are here to stay.

I won’t make the same mistake again,
So to you my answer is yes,
I am ready to take the chance with you,
And put everything to the test.

I know this will last.
And I know this is true
There’s no doubt in my mind,
That I’m not the one for you