Hopeless

Am i hopeless or what?
the way i check my email 12 hundered times a day
the way i can't breath when you have something to say
the way i laugh at all your bad jokes
the way i go along with every prank and hoax
the way i cry when you ignore me for a day
the way i feel like christmas in may,
whenever you touch me or even say 'Hey'
am i hopeless or what?