Can't Cut You Out

I loved you more than you'll ever know
I miss you more with every second
I never should have let you go
It was the biggest mistake of my life

It kills me inside knowing you're not there
When I turn to the side at night
It kills me inside knowing you don't care
When I've never loved another in my life

I changed myself so much for you
I gave up everything I knew
I tried so hard not to let myself think
Of letting my broken heart die and sink

Now this cold steel calls out to me
It's voice sharp as it's sides
Bleeding mascara and crying blood
Cause I can't cut you out of my mind

~~Another one that isn't much about the cutting as it's meant about the feeling (a note for you activists out there, lol)~~