Sittin here trippin

**Its in the slang section because no other section would let me use some of these words so yea : )**

Sittin here trippin ova the past,
ballin my eyes out,
wishin it could've last.
I'm just so sad now bout how the way things are,
we used to be so close,
but now it feels far.

You tricked me into bein happy,
claiming you love me
and things can be how they used to be
and i was so stupid to believe
and that's when you would go and hurt me.
but now i finally see,
i gotta say goodbye to the good past,
this is how its gotta be.

so no more trying,
cuz me failin only leads to me cryin
no more tears cuz i'm depressed
and no more anger cuz i'm stressed

You always hurt me and i never figure how,
but i've picked myself up,
i'm stronger now.
but go ahead and make me think there's a possibility,
I aint gonna try no more, it means nothing to me.