Sometimes i get so mad,
Sometimes i just don't care;
Yet where ever i start at,
I always end up here-
In confusion,
With my illusion
Of what's going on;
Where did i go wrong?
I'm trying not to be paranoid,
But my feelings i just can't avoid-
Today.
My mind goes back & forth-
It just goes all over the place-
From south to north.
Yet when i finally settle down to agree,
I snap and my own self gets mad at me...
Mad because i don't know what to say,
Mad because i know I'm not OK,
Yet they tell me I'm not insane-
Sure...
