Help Me

When I sit upon this bed
Thinking of what has just been said

The hurtful words I hear all day
And, Yet, I'm the one who has to pay

I reach for the blade that lay beside me
The scars I leave upon my body

The pain is relieved from with in
So, I do it over and over again

I need some help, thats plain to see
But there is no one who will help me

I want to say
I CAN get by this day by day

I love you with all my heart
I need you to know I'm falling apart

Every day and every night
It seems like there is no hope in sight

I know I told you I wouldn't do it
But you know how hard it is to quit

So, mom, I ask for you to help me
Even if you don't want to see the scars on my body

I'm not saying you have to see
At least take me somewhere so someone can help me!