My feelings cold
my hands are tied,
my face I barely recognize.
my mouth is dry,
my body aches
my breathings heavy...
my voice shakes,
my smile is gone
my heart breaks...
theres nothing left,...
and it's more pain then I can take.
I'm broken up...
Screwed up,
so messed up...
now theres just no looking up...
no bright side,
no greener grass...
happiness is now only in my past.
So I take one last look
at what I used to be...
now I look in the mirror
to see a very lonely me.
Theres no one left,
I've let myself down
I'm all by myself now...
theres no one around,
no turning back
just an eternity of hell.
I was so loved,
now I'm so lost...
there was nothing I could do...
I just lost grasp of you.
The laughter,
the tears
there all in the past.
The memories,
the years...
with no looking back.
I only give up,
because you gave up on me...
I only let go...
because you lost touch with me.
I was reaching,
I was crying... I know you heard every tear...
you left me...
left me so alone...
I waited...
for someone who didn't need me anyway.
