Never Understood

Never Understood

She never knew what she has done,
She’s totally ruined my life.
I never hurt her,
I wish she would care.
Why didn’t she just say no,
Hide behind the wall.
Your just lucky I held back,
I had so many things to say.
I just didn’t want to hurt you,
But instead you hurt me.
I look at the blade I used,
There is blood everywhere.
I’m going to die now,
Suicide was my last resort.
But I don’t have a choice any more,
I here it in my head.
Do it do and do it now,
She wrecked your life anyway.
There’s nothing left to live for,
I didn’t slice myself a lot.
But that night it bleeds really badly,
I hoped she enjoyed hurting me so bad.

By Fred Smith