I am not nor am I

I am not popular nor do I sit alone.
I am not different nor am I normal.
I'm silent but also can be loud.
Look simply at me you will never see.
Never see who really hides be hide these brown eyes.
I am not easy nor am I hard to understand.
I am not put together nor am I in pieces.
I'm happy but also sad.
I'm not going to run and hide, you ask I'll tell.
I'll tell you what makes me unique but yet makes me the same.
What makes me unbearable but bearable.
What makes me unreachable but reachable.
What makes me unbelievable but believable.
What makes me unfair but fair.
What makes me unsure but sure.
You don't have to look at me!
You don't have to get to know me!
But if you do try looking pasted me outside appearance.
Listen to what I have to say.
I am not something nor am I nothing.
I am not pretty nor am I ugly.
I am not perfect nor am I out of my mind.
I'm loved but also hated.
I'm real but also can be fake.
I'm not here to deceive you.
I'm just here to make you think.
Make you question your first impression.
Maybe you can look at anyone else and see just what they are.
But look simply at me you just see one side of me.
Don't think you know me until you get to know me.
I would do the same for you if you asked me to.