Well nobody can have him then

Every night i sit by my window ,
and wonders whats wrong with me?
I'm not good enough for him,
or is he not good enough for me?
Is my hair to long or too short?
maybe MI just not his type?
I sit at my window and wonder why
as my tear fill up and i cry
just why doesn't he see me
I'm i really here?
i want him to see me for me
and not what those Barbie dolls want me to be
i know there trying to help
but the help its just not working
cant they see he doesn't want to be near me
I'm not like most girls that u can change
I'm A lot different in so many ways
I cant be prikey and i cant think pink
and i cant be dumb i'm the girl who's really smart
but if he cant see me as me
then i nor can i because if i cant be with him no one can be
so tonight should be our last for i loved him to much
so that night when it was about 10;30 when i knew his folks where gone
i slow went in to his house with my daddy's gun
tiptoed down in to his room when i saw him go in to the TV room
with the gun in my hands i sat and waited for him to come in
when he entered the room i closed my eyes aimed and said i was sorry
and bang he was dead and then with the gun to my head i said to the sky
Please tell my mommy i love her and my daddy I'm sorry i took his gun
and bang i was gone too.