Is this the end? Is this real?
Laying here, it's hard to feel
Touch my skin, cold as ice
The feeling inside, Where is the life?
Staring up at the wall, not a blink through my eye
As i feel my vision beginning to go blurry
Through the inside of me, trying not to worry
About the thoughts and hurt taking over me
Thinking of all that keeps me here
Why should i stay, it doesn't seem clear
Trying to get over all these things that i fear
And mostly these things that I'm forced to hear
What should i do, why would you care?
In all my memories, you were never there
Now I'm sad as the rain falls from the sky
Like the regrets as i keep wondering why
My smile always goes away, it isn't truly there anyway
Please don't tell me you'll be there
You didn't care before, now why should i care?
The pain feels like a thousand knives
Ripping inside of me until i die
So when i lay here and watch the days go by
I'll wait for the reason not to cry
I'll long for someone to care when i die
And hope you'll finally cry the tears that I've cried
