Thoughts rush through my mind,
Questions that need answers,
A girl that needs help,
To rid herself of these cancers,
Alone and dreaming,
Letting her nightmares feel real,
Shaking in terror that they're true,
She's turned numb, she can't feel,
Images flash in her head,
Loneliness and panic takes control,
Maybe she's being irrational,
But the one person she needs isn't there to hold,
To kiss her and support her,
Make her relaxed, less scared,
To bring her back to reality,
Help her feel prepared,
Overcome by her nerves,
Needing desperately to be held,
To hear that one persons voice,
To feel less overwhelmed,
She sits alone in her room,
Quietly she begins to cry,
Wishing the world would swallow her whole,
Then all her problems would die,
Wondering when they'll call,
Or when they'll visit her in her bed,
Contemplating devastating actions,
Hideous visions in her head,
Never imagining this day would come,
Hoping it's not true,
Begging it's just a mistake,
Praying she won't need to see it through,
Still the thoughts flow,
The questions remain in the air,
The girl that needs help,
Lies before me... alone... the person she needs isn't there.
