I hate life you?

My life is what i hate the most,
MY heart is like a burning toast,
I think of how to end my life,
Without using the knife.

But it is impossible without a using a knife,
A knife is the quickest weapon to end my life,
I think everyone hates me,
My pain no one can see.

So i popped some pills,
And made my wills,
And took the knife and push it into my heart,
I could see my heart apart.