I can't even remember how it feels to be happy
I've felt like this since the day he left me
He showed me how to be free
It's still just so hard to believe
He told me he loved me
For me to believe that,
Is so crazy
When I saw him with another girl,
I tried to pretend I was okay,
That I dont want him here to stay
I tell everyone I've moved on,
But in my head I run through the memories of when we sat in his front lawn
I still wish he wasnt gone
As i blink away the tears,
And think back on the years,
Everything came back to me,
Including my fears
