This Is Pain

This is pain
pain until the end
some things remain
none as good as friends
the one thing i loose,
are the best i ever had
i hate when i have to choose
i always end up sad
so then i sit
i think a lot more
i start throwing fits
then i slam the door
some things hurt
worse then cutting
so i sit there
and do nothing.
its hard to believe
what i go through
all i know
the only person who stuck there was you
i realized what pain was
and this is it
you held me back
from slitting my wrists.
i love you girl
its hard to think
we could have been separated
in just one blink

dedicated to my best friend Cassie!!! please vote and comment