You Killed Me

You took my heartbeat from me, all that I had that kept me alive
You took it all away from me so I couldn’t survive
I thought you loved me, I really thought you cared
I guess my thoughts were wrong, I guess my thoughts were unclear
Everyday I have a war with myself trying to resist calling you
Everyday I amaze myself when I don’t, even though it’s killing me not to
Last week and the weeks before I would call you just to say hi
But I never get to because you’ve pushed my love aside
I have no place in your heart anymore
All because I gave you what you were longing for
I only did it because I wanted you to see how deep my love was for you
I know you probably didn’t enjoy it because I was to afraid to open up and to me this was something new
I gave it all to you and I can never get it back
It hurts so much inside that it feels like my heart is under attack
Every Day, Hour, Minute and Second that moment of what seemed to be love plays
I feel like I’m a mentally insane person being attacked by a multitude of plagues
It hurts being in love alone
It haunts me day and night at church, at work and especially at home
You brutally killed the US in ME and left me all alone to die SO coldly
Why? Why? Why? That’s all I want to know,
Why when I decided to never let loose, you decided to let me go?

By: T. Neely
A.K.A
D.B.G