I once thought that nothing was wrong
That the way I felt was normal
This is what people all over felt
I was wrong
Feeling sad and alone
Crying and yelling
Wasn't the way a fifteen year old girl should feel
How was I suppose to know
Everyone around me was the same way
I once thought that I could make it through the storm
Win the war and the battle
But in the end what I thought was proved to be wrong
The battle had won
The war had challenged me and I had lost
The storm was rough and I drowned in the sorrow of the winds
What I once thought is now a mere wound
You find out what is true and what is not
What I found out hurt me
It made me in into this person I never could imagine I would be
I once thought that I was happy
Now I know I'm in pain
Trying to figure out how to escape
Get out of this dark whole and see a light
The light of hope and joy
One day I will and what I once thought will fade away
Along with the dark whole
One day
But for know I'm here by myself
Just thinking
I once thought I would live freely
