This Pain I Feel

I never got to tell you how I feel,
And now I never will,
He took you from me,
He gave me this pain I feel,
And on the ground you lay,
All I can do is pray,
And now all I have is this pain I feel,
You couldn't stay,
This pain won't go away,
So why do I live,
For more hurt and pain?
For this suffering world there is no end,
But I must go on,
For you I will live,
And with this life,
I will forever carry,
This pain I feel.

*I wrote this in the sixth grade after my cousin died. It's pretty old and it shows.