I am 17 years old now
And I am engaged
But I have a secret
And I feel enraged
I am going to tell you my secret
But please do not tell anyone
If you do, it may hurt some people
And then nobody can have fun
I love Cody, my fiance, so much
But there is another guy
I have my eye on
And I feel like I am a spy
I will not say his name
For some one I know may read this
I know they would tell Cody
And then he would lose his bliss
I have been in love with this another guy
For well over a year
And the other day at graduation
He hugged me and I had no fear
His hug was so tight
And I did not let him go
He kissed my neck lightly
And I liked it, for that I feel guilty so
I am engaged
And here I am liking another man
What am I going to do?
No one understands
Then we were at Cody's
And we all cooked in his kitchen
Me and my mystery guy were there together
I looked in his eyes, and felt my heart livin'
Every time I see him
My heart is full of love
I know I like him more then Cody
Mystery Guy fell from above
Yes, Cody is wonderful
So handsome, and pure
But I really need my mystery guy
Heh, when we joke around he calls me dear
I do not know what to do
I can not hide my feelings
So my secret here and now
Is revealing
My mystery man's name is Dave
And I've admired him for a long time
I hope Cody understands when he reads this
That I'm not being fair to him, and our relationship is like a mime
It's quite and ignored
Never built strong
Dave and I build our relationship
And have been for oh so long
I am so sorry for hurting Cody
But this is how it has to be
Because if I go without Dave,
I am living in misery
