Wishing you would look at me
the way you look at her,
is only my dream, one that will never come true.
Hoping you will remember me is
my only prayer every night.
Wishing we could go back
back to the grade when
you would remember...
Because I remember,
My heart beating fast
every time I saw you.
Wishing we would soon
soon be the only two people left
hoping you could find it in you
to want me the way
I have ALWAYS wanted you.
Wishing you were sitting here
next to me and could
give me a shoulder to cry on,
as I wipe away my tears,
and like you usually would.
Wishing is one thing
but KNOWING
Knowing I will never have you
as another memory