Daddy,
for a long time I have wanted to say just a few things to you .
I know heaven has one more angel. I have been told that since I can remember I hated to hear that sometimes yeah heaven may have another angel but don't Jesus have enough angels why couldn\'t he have waited till I was older to take you away from me I wish I could have you I still need a father in my life.
As a child I would write notes to superman asking him if he would fly to heaven and get my daddy for me if only for one day so I could talk about how you was for a little bit.
I know now I don't make you proud all the bad things I do to hide the hurt I feel. I know every time that razor touches my skin you are hurt I know when every tear falls down my face you wish you was there to wipe them away I know every time I use a drugs you want to come down from the sky and beat me.
I really do miss you and every night i pray to god to take my life away so i can see you
