Even if this is the end

I wrote this poem for my best friend who has now found sumone who she obviously wants to hang out w/ more then me...but i juss cant seem to let go...you can vote it a one if you want to but this is how i feel and you guys have no clue how much this friend meant to me...and just because you dont know what "talking about water" or "you killed my zebra" means doesnt mean you should not like the poem because of those things...

I can’t take you to camel beach
Or to Dorney park
But one thing I can do is help you through the dark..
I know I’m not as good as her
But maybe you can we look back on what once were,
We did everything together
Never far apart
Forever long you were planted in my heart
Everything changed on one long summer
My life all at once was just became so much blinder
Nothing seemed right
Without you by my side
I felt a certain big part of my heart die
There was something missing
Something taken away from me
Inside I’ve never felt so empty
We were the best of friends
Together forever until the end
Even though things are not the same
In my heart will always lay your name
I look back on our memories
Talking about water and things of no point
They say the best comes in threes
But this time it was only two
I just wish there was something I could do
To you show you how much I miss your house
Or writing memories on a poster board
Where our memories are forever stored
Its still hard to believe
Those things are in the past
Everything just seemed to pass by so fast
From asking you why you killed my zebra
To be putting aside as an extra
Never thought I would feel this way
And even to this day
I still look at you as my friend
Even if this is the end…