In heaven you are
you left me to stay
in pieces i fall
pushed out of the way
everyone talked
everyone stared
i was his girlfriend
my heart had a tear
i was lost without him
he was know where near
i got blamed for everything
i drowned in tears
every night id fall asleep
i would think of him
how could do this to me
i was his girlfriend
seems like i was just with him yesterday
it all went so fast
i was at the mall when it all hit
it was a sudden blast
i didn't know what was coming
until i was pull out so fast
to find my mom in the car
crying, my heart shattered like glass
she told me it was Alexis
my favorite person to be
up and gone he left me
lost in his memory
i hope hes watching over me
keeping me safe at night
i see him in my dreams sometimes
his smile is so bright
he knows ill always love him
he knows ill always care
he knows that i will be looking for him
when god sends me up there
I dedicate this poem to my long lost love Alexis who past away when i was 16. My first love my first everything. He was the best thing that ever happened to me!! i love and miss him everyday!!