In my head
these thoughts are deep.
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep.
Thinking about how messed up my life can turn out to be.
Thinking about what might have happened …
What might have been.
Lost in my memories.
Reminiscing…
Seeing nothing worth moving forward.
Only hurt and tears behind.
Where shall I go from here?
Who do I turn to?
I have no one but myself.
No one to rely on.
No one to trust.
No one to care…
I seem to be surrounded by my fears.
Nowhere to turn.
Lost in this moment…
Will I ever find my way out?
