Supressed memories

He doesn't know i watched him each and every day,
he doesn't know i saw him hurt her in his own disgusting way.
he doesn't know the things he did put everybody down,
he doesn't know i was at my best when he never was around,.

He doesn't know know it make me sick when he drank LIKE A GOD DAMN LUSH,
couldn't even explain the night before when my 9 year old heart crushed.

She should never had accepted his apology, to me it wasn't meant,
love it suppose to be a straight line .. well this line was very bent.

he got what he deserves
our hate and miss Estelle,
they wont always have each other but they will meet again in hell ...

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