Anger and hate building up inside
all of this frustration, I’m going to explode
I scream and yell…to let out my fury
all of this makes my body tremble with pure evil
washing in all that is bad
after feeling full of all this power
when it is gone I am left empty and alone
pushed away everyone who cared
pushed away myself
I am no longer who I used to be
I have evolved into something despised by all
despised by myself
That little girl is lost inside
covered with all I have become
That little girl rocks back and forth
in the back of my mind
she cries and the tears fall quickly
she is scared and all alone
But I push her further back, farther from my mind
as this hatred grows
