Lost and never found

People say when you hit rock bottom the only way to go is up
well they know nothin bout life

everyday i fall deeper
deeper into the world
a world that pushes me into the ground

when i think i have stopped falling
i get pushed deeper
with no one to help me

now i am so far down there is no light
i am sitting alone in the dark
the tears have begun to fall

what kind of world DID i live in?
i think a good word is helll
no one cares and my heart is broken

but now i am not judged
i am who ever i wanna be
and i am damn proud!