Welcome to my life..

Dear Whoever,
I know you don't care
But I have something
That I need to share.
So if I could have
your attention for a-few
Ill give you a look
at what I go threw

My life was just great
Years 1-8
until Mom got cancer
Lets get this straight
She's still alive
and it's been 6 years.
But for some reason
I'm pack full of fears.
That when I get home
You won't be there
and Ill be stuck with 3 guys
I'd feel so bare.

When I was 13
The word divorce was used
and the word family
was suddenly abused
To a kid this age; it means so much
Time to open a new door
Let in confusion
and expect less more

Dad got a girl friend
Her name is Pam
She has 3 kids.
Amanda, Zach and Kam-.
I don't like this shit
But I still play along.
How did this happen?
What went wrong?

Among all this
I made a new friend
His name was Blade
He was the one who could make life end
But I'm not like that
No suicide for me.
I cut myself
and no everyone can see
Because pain only lasts a moment
and scars will stay
Don't make my mistake
and keep Blade away.

A lot more has happened
And I don't have it that bad
But I'm a pessimistic person
No smiling, and I let in the sad
I just love this... [sarcasm]
isn't life rad?

So there's your look at what Ive been threw
I'm sorry if it took
More then a few
I hope that none of this
has happened to you.

(Thanks for reading!!)

Sorry for all the people who have it worse then me.. be brave, stay strong