Life goes by like the wind and the rain and before you know it this world sees you ashamed
you fight with everything that you have but things they never work out how you planned .
someone once told me that life gives you only as much as you can handle but for me i cant take it any more the fights the arguments always a bor . i cant help but think that people would be better off without me with out the pain that i try to hid no one has to worry any more for me i am already at the door the door of no return i just don\'t want people i love to be ashamed of what i am now and who i became