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by Leah Jul 15, 2005 category : Love, romance / cyber love
One boy, one hour, one rose, my heart lays unbeaten, untouched, lies exposed. I sit here, bored in my computer chair, hoping to uncover an Internet affair. Finally reaching a satisfied destination, giving into your sexual temptation. Talking to you each day on the Internet, it's funny how we get along, since we've never even met. we cam and cam almost everyday, and we disregard that your just to far away. We start to believe in magic, in this love, and each other we start to become a part of. You take me with you through your computer, but we can't decide what we're trying to concur. I watch you, I stare, while your in the shower, and my heart takes controlled empower. The water trickles down you flowing lightly free, if you could only understand fragile me. Bleeding, bleeding inside underneath, I type to you, without any speech. this rose you hand me through your words, it melts, I dream we're sweet love birds. Can't deny your lips a taste, we type to each other the fears we're faced. My eyes are stained, and blurred, for are desire is only transferred through a computer. Type and type and type some more, I'm starting to consider, what the hell for? I mean why attach to something and not let go, because I'll be left with the broken heart so low. How can you hold hands across the world, I sing, I danced I swirled. You scream out to me, throw letters, not to let go, but my heart is beating and it's starting to blow, I'm trying to hang on, and I just can't let go. You want me, I'm lingering through your poor head, you need a girl whose close to you, and you stumbled on me instead. My heart lays thumping in front of you, it's dying it's cold, it's blue. And maybe you and I can meet someday, even though your so far far away. When I'm not so confused in which a unit we can form, because in my head I've created a huge lightening storm. And now I'm precious to you at rest, I just can't feel your touch on my breasts... And that kills me. So don't leave, me please, just don't go, I want everyday to begin with saying baby hello. And I guess I need you Internet boy... I need your affection, her I am tangled in a love triangle again, and I just don't know if I can win. I want to be able to feel your arms around me when I'm so cold, I'm sparkled I'm shine, I'm your dazzled. I just wanted you to hear, your growing around me like a rose, and your bride I want to be her, and with that last click, I turn off my computer.