Maybe I should do that thing, the thing I’ve always said
Take a blade with me & tuck myself into bed
With my fingers gripping tight, squeezing around the grip
I’ll push the blade deep within, feeling my skin rip
And as I lay there fading- in my crimson bath
I’ll say I did this to myself to save myself from love
For love and trust have betrayed me, left me feeling low
I had no other way to turn, this was the only way to go
I’ll no longer feel this pain since you tore me apart
I’ll ensure that I stop the beating of my broken heart
Please don’t feel sad for me, my pain has come to an end
I may not be there by your side, but I’m still your friend
And if you ever need me, you feel you’re close to tear
All you do is call my name & I promise I’ll always be near
Written some time ago about a situation I was in, was on my last account!
