My Life

I stare into the mirror,
To the girl I've grown to hate,
I look at my pale reflection,
And I realize that its too late.

Its impossible to control,
These feelings that I feel,
And as I lay awake at night,
I realize that its too real.

Theres so many people around me
Yet I feel like no ones true,
All they say is spiteful lies,
Like when they say I love you too.

I stare into the mirror,
To the girl eyes full of tears,
She cries out loud all the time,
Yet no one seems to hear.

She's crying everyday,
Even though shes smiling,
She's really just a good actress,
Because deep inside shes dying.