Really??

I hate how you promise things,
And all your lies,
So I'm about to jump,
And I guess you think its a surprise

I'm nothing special to you,
I'm just a stupid joke,
Which I'd bet you'd trade for,
Some pot, speed or coke.

Now your standing there watching,
And now your offering your hand,
Your crying and begging me to stop,
To remove me from the ledge that I stand,

Really? You say I'm brilliant?
That you hate to see me frown?
What? You say you love me?
Well...maybe I'll come down