I know our friendship
could mean something more
but thats up to you
to open the door,
i don't want to have to mend my broken heart
when we suddenly cant handle it and have to part,
some times its easier
to deny my feelings and lie
to hide the hurt and emptiness
when your with another girl
to smile my way through life
instead of cry
even though
i feel forgotten and so betrayed
and alone
i wish that deep down
i could call you my own
but until then
ill keep wishing and waiting
