Again this feeling comes

Again this feeling comes of supposed to be somewhere
A nagging in my mind but nothing really clear
A wedding has been mentioned but I will not despair
My destiny is mapped out and I will have no fear

Bits and pieces of information none of it makes sense
I think of you and wonder if I am making an error again
Or is my mind playing tricks on me or am I really dense
I wish I knew the answers and that there was no pretense

I wonder of all the trickery that has been going on
I wonder if you see it and if you will be strong
I wonder if you will listen to your heart or lying words
Are you going to see me clearly or am I going to be a blur

One thing you must know and I must make this very clear
Unless you've heard it from my lips
don't be very sure
My twin is very clever and full of trickery
I pray you know the difference,I am hoping you can see

My hearing and my sight aren't always up to par
I guess that's why my heart is bearing all these scars
I am doing the best I can, sometimes not good enough
Most times I just deny you that is how I can stay tough

There is a part of me that wants it all and more
One day I know I'll have it when I open up that door
Timing is the key,right now my watch is slow
I guess I'll be like a plant and God knows how I'll grow

I hope you hear my message though it isn't very clear
My way of trying to straighten it out and put to rest my fear
Whatever really happens it will all turn out okay
I know this for sure cause my feelings won't go away

Written by LG