Lost the battle for life

Starring at the stairs,
Thinking 'What have I done?'
But I don't call for help,
Though nor do I run,

Looking at you there,
Screaming and petrified,
I do not go to you,
Just stand there and watch,
At the top of the stairs,

Your lips are turning blue,
And you won't see it through,
I tart to laugh,
But tears fall from my eyes,

Holding back the hurt,
I murdered you and all your maligned evil,
And now,

Your starring at the stairs,
Thinking 'What have I done?'
But you don't call for help,
Though nor do you run,

Looking at me there,
Screaming, petrified,
You don't come to me,
Just stand and watch,
At the top of the stairs,

My lips are turning blue,
You know I won't see it through,
You start to laugh,
But the tears fall from your eyes,

Holding back your hurt,
You murdered me and all my maligned evil,

My hand moves it's last time,
I scream with my last breath,
I give up with one last heartbeat,
I lost the battle for life.