How can I, Michael

Full of nothingness,
Hard, cold rock inside my core,
I lay here dying to rip you apart,
But then I wouldn't know where to start,

A heart bleeding inside,
And theres no where that I can possibly hide,

Full of nothingness,
I stand alone,
Full of nothingness,
Just praying for home,

My bodys no longer mine,
And from your game I resign,

Full of nothingness,
A pain deep inside,
A world I no longer know,
And so...

How can I carry on with you,
What do I tell my heart,
When did I not trust you,
In that fantasy world,

You make it seem so wonderful,
But once a girls there,
You murder her soul,

How can I love someone,
Who hurts so bad?