Just another day

It's just another Monday
But your still on my mind
But, hey you know, go figure
It happens all the time

I lay there thinking about you
I just can't sleep anymore
Hoping I hear the phone ring
Or you knocking at my door

What makes it even worse
Is we got into another fight
So who knows who your with
Or who you'll hold on to tonight

It's 2 o'clock in the morning
And you're running through my thoughts
I wish that I could forget about you
And the fact that we just fought

I feel so very restless
I toss and turn all night
I wish you were here to hold me
And make everything alright

But I know that's not going to happen
So I turn on the computer screen
Writing you a poem
That you'll probably never read

I guess I do it for myself
It's my peace of mind
I'll be doing the same thing tomorrow
Probably about this time

Because, God knows I'll be lonely
Without you I'm a mess
But I'm slowing learning to deal with this
But writing relieves my stress