Unwanted secrecy

All i wanted 2 do was tell u how i feel ... then u tell me that you are already taken ... and that broke my heart... i still wanna tell you though ... should i or is it just a waste b/c nothing will Ever happen between us ... i listen 2 the same songs over and over again ... thinking of you... those thoughts used 2 make me smile but now they only bring tears 2 my eyes... i wanna tell u so bad ... i want u 2 look at me like you look at her and feel 4 me like you feel 4 her ... but that will never happen... how foolish of me 2 think that it would...
[ sorry i no it kinda sucks lol ]