My monochrome lament

by lilJTHMfan   Jul 16, 2005


Is it wrong to not want to fall asleep at night
all because of him?
The one who makes my heart
beat slower and faster
and feel hate and love.
The one who makes me want to
put up walls just to let him
break them down and
see me
cold, imperfect, and vulnerable.
I tore my heart open
just to watch it bleed and
let you see.
The rain pours upon my head
watching me drown in heartache.
My monochrome lament
I am hollow and cold just existing
nothing more.
You’ve torn apart what
was left of what I was.
Sleepless nights spent
in denial
mental rejection of the truth.
Chewing on the thought of us
what ever we had
I am choking on what was left.
So far gone
falling into this endless abyss
pulling the earth in with me
and the hurt.
Carry away the regret
the pain
let me forget about what we had.
Bury the lies
and the genuine love
that I felt.
Destroy the acropolis I built for you
burn it and watch me fall.

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