Hard of breathing
Heart numb to feeling
Rip and torn
From laughter
From happiness
Stealing a chance to forget emotional pain
So I focus on physical
I slash my wrist
With a rusted blade
Sorrows emptied me
My life to hell I’d trade
Everything is still
But silent
Confused and I’m lost
Reaching out for a strangers hand
In the end
My life will be the cost
Hard of hearing
That’s what I’ve assumed
That’s why no one hears my scream
They’re deaf to the sound
Of horror
Of pain
I wake up only hoping it was all a dream
Sentenced to live
With no happiness
At hand
Left to drift through life
With no one there to understand
Feelings of anger
Hurt and sorrow
Wash over me with a darkened wave
Lost with no direction
Because no path has been paved
Built up a wall between heart and soul
But pain will tear it down
It’s to strong of an emotion
Where no light can be found
My world remains blackened
By sorrows dark clouds of contempt
Heart so full of anguish
Mind only wishing this was what I dreamt
